Single & available. Just like any other girl,waiting for the special one :) Oh and never toy with my feelings, i'm pretty serious about it :)
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I don't know how to communicate with you..
It's like we don't sms much nor communicate much...
You won't contact/sms me if i don't start the conversation first..
And its hard to carry the chat with you..
Everytime send you sms..
You only reply what i asked..
But you won't ask me anything back..
So i can only reply okays..
Or keep asking you quesitons..
But if i kept asking you questions..
I'm scare you might think im disturbing you..
So in the end..
The conversation ends with me replying "okays"
Otherwise you will only call me...
When you saw my facebook posts..
Cause you know i'm referring to you...
But the chats usually only last 5mins..
Not trying to complaint or anything..
Cause atleast you cared..
But you aren't getting what i post on facebook..
Cause your still the same...
I really don't know how to maintain this...
You kept telling me " you must tell me what's on your mind.."
But sometimes..
It's hard to say whats on my mind..
Maybe thats how you manage...
But it's different from what i expect it to be..
And yes i know i won't be able to be someone you expect me to me..
Neither can i expect you to be someone i want you to be..
So i understand..
Let's see as the time goes by then..
Friday, May 27, 2011
Im still very confused..
Is it right?
I don't know...
I feel very insecure...
With zero confidence...
Somehow..
I think it won't last...
I'm pretty sure that i'm not the type of girl you are interested in...
I can't give you what you need...
So why are we together?
I have got no idea...
Are you really mine now?
Doubts..
Just pretty of doubts...
Why is it that,
I can't seems to feel any love from you?
You don't seems to care about me...
Just feels the same...
Same as the time when i'm alone.. single...
When i'm physically with you..
Then i feel the existence of you...
All i want is simple...
A simple pure love from you..
Caring from you..
That's enough...
Hmm..
Shall see how it will goes by then...
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
我決定了。
我要徹底的把你忘掉。
朋友們都勸我把你給忘了，
但我一直不肯。
以爲我還一直對你有希望。
但過了這幾天，
我才真正的看清楚你。
原來你根本不把我當成一回事。
對你而言，
我只不過是在你人生裏經過的陌生人。
花心大蘿蔔！
少了我其實一點分別也沒有不是嗎？
是我笨，我傻。
朋友們，謝謝你們！
要不是你們，
我一點會越陷越深。
我一定會把你給忘了。。。
Monday, May 9, 2011
我覺得你好過分。。
說了一聲再見算什麽？？
我其實一點都不生你的氣。。
我只是很失望。。
每次說好了要一起去看電影。。
可你每次都在最後一刻告訴我你不能來了。。
本來是好期待好期待的，
但最後我好失望哦。。
我明白你的理由。。
我了解。。
但每次都在那最後一刻你才告訴我。。
你讓我很懷疑你是不是在找藉口。。
因爲我寧願你告訴我事實也不要你欺騙我。。
告訴你我的失望后。。
你竟然只是說了“對不起，一直讓你失望。謝謝你，再見了”
我說“再見算什麽？！我要的不是再見。。”
你說“至少會比現在好，因爲我不會再讓你失望了”
你知道嗎，你的再見只會帶給我更多的失望和難過。。
其實你從一開始根本都不在乎我的，不是嗎？
突然闖進我的生活，撩亂我的生活。。
留下蹤影后，說聲再見就從我的生活裏消失。。
這算什麽？？
把我當成什麽？
有沒有顧慮到我的感受？
你好過分哦。。
好過分哦。。
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Started sch
10:46 PMYear 2 is so STRESSED!
I swear is so much harder than year 1..
Projects, modules, tutorials...
All so hard to do!!!
Doubt i can cope this year...
Hard to drag GPA up already..
FML!