Friday, July 30, 2010
Movie Trip~
7:21 PM
Today was my classmate birthday!
Lesson at 11am ~
Me and another 2 friends went to somerset to buy a cake for her~
Then we meet her and 4 more friends at cineleisBORINure!
Went to ate pasta mania and she got shock when we took out the cake~
Nice surprise for her! XD
Then we watched Blood Pledge ~
Although boring...BUT it SCARES me T.T
I am really not suitable to watch horror movie ~
Hehe although most of the time i close my eyes...i still understand the story!
Then went to Candy Empire~some of them bought something~
While i bought nothing..NO $ already~ T.T
And thats the end of today!
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Hate This Feeling
5:36 PM
I was damn sad today..
In the morning i saw 'someone' posted this on twitter,'someone said"A friend whom u can clique tgt with may not be a friend whom u can work well with." '
I guess It was this 'someone' told another 'someone' and posted it to twitter..
I think its obviously talking about me..
Guess it was due to some incident that happened..
And in the group project I practically did nothing..
I just gave a few points and another friend helped to me to write to about 2 pages..
I was giving them the impression that I attitude them..
I SWEAR I didn't but cant change anything now..
So okay i wanted to do the ppt to repay or something but they did already..
I was feeling damn GUILTY! and i guess they started to dislike me as a group mate..
For another project, they asked who can print out the ppt.. i said mine ran out of ink and another group mate says too..
Both of them gave me the impression that I was bluffing them from their chats..
It really ran out of ink!
I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING!
If they are talking about me, why can't they just tell me in the face!
I don't like people backstabbing me! Just say it in front of me! I can take it!
Felt damn sad !
I can feel that they are starting to outcast me..
I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN!WISH THEY COULD TRUST ME BACK AS THEIR GROUP MATE AND AS A FRIEND!
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
A Day
8:38 PM
Wee~Today finished my jap writing test!
Think i will be able to passed..
I got full marks for my reading test! =D
I guess I will continue Jap 102..Love Jap so much! <3 <3<3
Then on the way home,on the bus, I kept looking at the scenery and fell in my deep thinking..
Thought about lots of stuff...Asking myself lots of questions that i wouldn't be able to answer...
Then reached my bus stop and went home..
After dinner,my mum brings out a super huge mango~
So huge that i never saw before!! Shared by 3 person..feel so FULL! XD
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
A Day
9:22 PM
Today went to sch as usual..but while on the bus something unusual happened..the bus break down half way in the middle of the road~ LOL! and my friends who took de other bus went passed mine >.<
but okays sitll able to reach sch on time =D and have a INFA mcq test on 5pm..thought it was gonna be easy to get full marks until i saw the questions..totally stun! difficult! no chances of getting full marks already~ after that went home with my friends.. interesting journey home with two guys hahas~ laughing and laughing XD Gonna study for my Jap test tmr~ Ja Ne!
Monday, July 26, 2010
Sudden lonliness
7:09 PM
After whole day of staying in school..while on the way home i listened to this song ' 明知道我愛你' i kept on repeating and repeating..every sentences describes how i am feeling for that whole time..and i reached home,i could no longer resist anymore. I cried.. Silly aren't I..Hoping and hoping for things that wouldn't happen.. purely dumb..
"告诉你,瞒着你,只不过是个决定。
放弃你,忘记你,只怕我无法前进。
不知道为什么会如此无理紧张你。
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫。
明知道我爱你,却不敢告诉你。
我害怕失去你,宁愿沉默不语。
该如何整理,幸福在手里。
我恨自己,无能为力。
明知道我爱你,却不敢靠近你。
我假装不在意,反而痛了自己。
多痛都可以,不能没有你。
只想永远永远爱你,你知不知道我也没关系。
告诉你,瞒着你,只不过是个决定。
但为何,到如今,我依然无法前进。
不知道为什么会如此无理紧张你。
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫。
明知道我爱你,却不敢告诉你。
我害怕失去你,宁愿沉默不语。
该如何整理,幸福在手里。
我恨自己,无能为力。
明知道我爱你,却不敢靠近你。
我假装不在意,反而痛了自己。
多痛都可以,不能没有你。
只想永远永远爱你,你知不知道我也没关系。
明知道我爱你。
假装不在意。
多痛都可以。
不能没有你。
只想永远永远爱你。
你知不知道真的没关系。
我也没关系…没关系…… "
I wish I could say it doesn't matter whether you know it or not..But sometimes
its just hard to keep it in my heart..
Labels: Emotion Feelings