Single & available. Just like any other girl,waiting for the special one :) Oh and never toy with my feelings, i'm pretty serious about it :)
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Today is the start of a new semester~
Have new classmates in the class~
Well hope we can get along well..
And be more bonded this time round as a class?
Hope i can do better this semester than my previous one..
But im scared....
Seems like i'm being addicted to gaming again!!
Stupid holiday make me addicted to gaming~
Well...actually the point of me going on for the game is not to play...
Purpose is to go there and chat!
Cause i met someone who i can really chat with..
Could be because we do not know each other in real life..
And since its a game, its not like talking face to face..
Which probably may be the reason why i can talk about my problems to that friend..
I just find it hard to talk about my problems with my real friends..
I just can't open my mouth to tell them..
To me,
It feels rather awkward..
Since i have been always the one listening and giving advice..
When its my turn to speak..
Nothing seems to come out...
So im glad i can find someone to chat with in the game :D
Anyway!!
Need to WORK HARD this SEMESTER!
Saturday, October 23, 2010
-You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me
Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me-
Really like this lyrics alot!
Somehow tells my story of one sided love...
Where im there talking with you..
Whether about problems or just pure chatting..
But im not the one who you liked..
And im not confident enough..
Cause the person you like wear short skirts, while i wear T-shirts
She wear high heels,while i wear sneakers..
I admit im this type of person who wear T-shirts and sneakers..
So i have no hope of you liking me back...
Really somehow its my story..
So i really like this song alot!
Monday, October 18, 2010
Hmm...
Have anyone you of you saw your mum or dad crying like a child?
I saw my mum crying today...
Like a child...
Using her hands to wipe her tears...
Use her arm to cover her eyes...
And crying..
Trying not to cry it out loud..
Which ends up like panting...
First time saw her crying like this...
I don't know what to do..
Have no idea of what to do...
How do i comfort her?
All i could do is to pat on her back..
Then pat on her head...
And i left her room...
Thats all i could do..
Feels kind of useless...
Sigh...
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
I don't understand at all...
Why is it everytime i went out and come back..
I feel so damn emo...
Is it because while in the cinema i felt so cold...
And hope that "you" will be there to hug me, hold my hands to keep me warm..
Is it because the journey home is always lonely..
And hope "you" are just beside me, accompanying me..
Is it because when im tired and need someone to lean on..
And hope "you" will be there to lend me your shoulder...
But...
All the "you" don't exist at all..
Its just my wishful thinking after all..
"YOU" don't exist at all...
I'm always alone..
Doing things alone,
Walking alone,
Going home alone...
Used to being alone..
But i hate it..
Thats when i started thinking about "you" to be exist and be there..
But its never gonna work nor come true...
"You" only exist in my dream world..
That's all...
That is all...
Monday, October 11, 2010
Well...
Should i be happy or sad?
Seriously i just don't know anymore..
I mean we don't even call right?
Shouldn't you try to call?
I am really at a lost...
10 years..
Can be counted as short,
Can be counted as long..
Lots of things can happen in that period isn't it?
You said looking forward to it..
I am too..
Sometimes i just felt like giving up and just wait for it to come..
I feel kind of hopeless already..
So maybe by looking forward to it..
Will help me lessen that feeling?
Well...
Maybe...
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Well,
I got back my results..
My first poly results..
A little disappointed as i didn't even have an A for any of the modules..
I was still having confidence of able to getting atleast one A
As for that module,
I got backgrounds for it..
But well..
I guess it was not bad too..
Atleast i didn't scored Cs or Ds or even fail..
So i should be alittle happy right?
Average results...
And i must admit..
People in my class are damn smart..
And i swear..
Accounting have HUGE competitors..
Wonder if i ever survived..
Stressed...
Difficult...DIFFICULT to go University..
a little unfair..
i thought i was a little more hardworking than that person..
but nah..
that person did better than me..
but nvm lah,
continue to work hard next sem again..
if not really cant go in University le...