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Wow~
I made a pact with an old friend today~
A 10 years pact!
Awesome!
I thought that only happens in drama or something ahahas~
Seriously,
Gaming can really meet some awesome friends you know?
It's cool how gaming let me meet people from other countries!
But i wonder if this pact really happens..
We are so far apart ahahas~
And besides,
Can we even survive the year 2012?
hahas~
But still i will be waiting for this day to come,
Exactly 10 years from now, 26/9/2020
I will be waiting =DD
Friday, September 24, 2010
3 Days make a huge difference..
One moment we were still smsing,chatting with each other..
The next moment we totally ignore each other...
I just stop hoping already..
Because i realize,
The more i hope for something,
The more pain i get each time..
You never really meant it when you said those things..
I know it but still i wish it was real..
And of course the more pain i get too..
I know you wouldn't care or give a damn..
But still i can't control..
Urge to initiate chats..
But i know you wouldn't reply anyway..
And yesterday i resist myself from doing it..
Deleted my inbox, saved messages and the fake hopes you gave me...
I know all this gonna come..
Its just whether its sooner or later..
But yet..
I couldn't stop myself from crying..
Tears accompanying me to sleep almost every night..
Trying to sleep early but yet end up thinking and thinking..
Today the 4th day..
I am going to forget all about and start afresh..
Start afresh when im not in too deep yet..
I am gonna kick you out of my life, brain, heart and everything...
I SWEAR...
Faith doesn't exist anymore...
I am just foolish enough..
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Weee~
Today went picnic with the girls!
First, went AMK Hub to meet the girls at 11am~
Bought all the ingredient,food and drinks we needed for the picnic~
Went to Joleen house to prepared all the food~
Made wedges, nuggets , hotdogs, potato salad and sandwiches!
Tiring~ But FUN!
And Eileen only knows how to 偷吃 in the process of making the food!
Set off to Marina Barrage at around 2pm
We cabbed there because we got quite alot of stuffs to carry~
And we were in group of 5..
So no choice we got to split into 2 cabs~
AMK was raining and we were scare that there will rain as well..
But it didn't!
Well..Half way the picnic it did start to rain..
But we were able to find shelter and continue our indoor picnic XD
Took lots of photos!!
Stayed around until 8pm and we cabbed home XD
Had real fun today!!
Lucky you guys were there to accompany me today~
Otherwise i will be emo-ing at home and thinking stupid memories and msgs...
Thank You!!
Appreciated! :DD
Sunday, September 19, 2010
You told me something yesterday..
Well,
You didn't said it was a promise..
But,
I hope you will remember it..
Because,
I'm kind of looking forward to that day..
But even if you forgot it..
I guess i will still be happy..
Because at least you did try to make me feel better..
But still,
i will continue to look forward to that day..
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Hmm..
I have thinking about this quite long...
I have been much a listener than a speaker..
Friends shared issues, matters, secrets and problems with me...
I listened and try to give my advice...
See if i could just help a little,
Cause its better than nothing isn't it?
I listened and be their audience cause i know,
They would break down if they held on the problems too long themselves...
Sometimes sharing it makes you feel better,
Because you are not facing it alone..
And often after listening,
"Thank you" is always the last phrase they would say..
And well,
Nice to hear it but really,
I didn't do anything at all..
All i did is to listen..
I don't even know whether my advice have helped you...
But still they will still say it to me...
And i start to think about myself...
Have i been sharing anything?
I admit i keep things to myself...
And basically i don't share any...
It's not like i'm not treating you like a friend/close friend/best friend or you are not trustworthy..
It's just that i don't know how to open my mouth to talk about my problems..
How should i start it?
And i think basically im not the type who would share i guess...
Everyone has their own problems i guess..
So if the person doesn't show any sign that he/she is facing any problem or just because he/she has been cheerful, happy means that he/she is carefree...
The person still need your concerns i guess..
And i guess some people just don't wanna add load to another person by sharing their problems...
So i guess, don't just assume that they are fine :)
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Okays,tonight thats alot of comment about stars...
At first,
Went i went to "da bao" my food,
I saw the "star" beside the moon...
Its super bright and nice..
My mum saw it too,
Says super nice too..
Then i receive a message..
So i decided to reply the person about the "star" i saw..
The reply i got is " nope, i don't see any stars.."
Then i replied " huh? cannot be, so bright there.."
Then i got back " Thats not star..its satellites.."
After that i almost faint.. >.<
So embarrassing lah!!
zZz
And i finally remember..
Stars that don't blink are not stars..
They are satellites...
This shows..
Don't throw away knowledge that you think its not helpful at all >.<
And yes i throw away lots of them...
I'm so regretting it...
Should read more to gain back my knowledge..
Friday, September 10, 2010
Hmm...
Tonight had supper as dinner wasn't fulling enough~
Had cup noodles..
Its been a long time since i have ate cup noodles..
It brings back memories of US eating cup noodles after school..
Ate the most cup noodles in secondary school life XD
We used to go to 7-11 or Cheers to buy cup noodles after school ends as our lunch..
We will then go to our usually spot, the void deck, to eat the cup noodles..
We will sit there chat, joke, play around, and eat..
The void deck is noisy, because it was filled with our laughter, chats and maybe some screams
We will take our time slowly...
Guess thats the time we communicate the most huh?
Or maybe not, perhaps in class XD
Then we will walk together to the mrt station and thats where we depart...
Some take train, some take bus, and some walk..
Kind of miss the good old days..
Kind of miss US together..
[Memories are good and bad you know...
Because it helps you to remember the happy moments and the sad moments..
Its not easy to forget..
No matter how hard you try to erase it..
It will still be there...
Hard to forget..
So you got to try to let go..
Let it go..
So that you will feel better..] for xxx
懐かし~
you said you feel super lonely today,
emotion outburst
Hope after a good sleep,
everything will be fine again :) for another xxx
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Today was the last day of exam for this sem..
Was raining heavily the whole journey home..
Reached my bus stop...
And decided to walk in the rain..
I had umbrella inside my bag..
But well my mum was not home yet..
So i decided to walk in the rain..
It been a long time since i had walk in the rain..
I walked as per usual..
Using the normal walking speed..
Guess passer-by were thinking that im crazy or something..
But i feel good...
Perhaps thats what im feeling too..
Although was last day of exam,
I did not feel that happy after all...
The day before the final exam,
I was still so excited about after tomorrow's exam..
But after i finish the exam...
I don't feel that excited anymore...
Kind of not really happy but normally should be happy..
Today is kind of weird for me huh..
I guess so...
Monday, September 6, 2010
Recently i watched an anime title"High School Of The Dead"
Its about the world in a situation of pandemic..
A type of infectious disease that cause people into zombies
Once you got bitten by the zombies, you turn into one of them..(okay i know sounds unreal)
The world has been infected,
People in panic..
Killing people that they knew, close friends, family because they had turn into zombies..
Fighting to survive..
Turning into heartless people..
Okay the point is,
What if the real world really turn into a pandemic situation?
Can be any deadly virus ( i guess not the turning into zombies ones >.<)
Will people turn self-fish to the point that in order to survive,
They can do anything?
And is the world really ending as predicted ?
I mean there is lots of natural disasters nowadays right?
With flooding,earthquake,landslide,typhoon, etc..
They are happening more than in the past..
Causing thousands of people dying..
Even the heat, is causing people to die..
In Japan,hundreds die with thousands in hospital due to the heat wave..
Weather has been changing drastically..
Setting me thinking of whether the world is really ending in year 2012..
Should i start appreciating things
Before everything ends?