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Ops i'm late in posting~
Okay this is what im going to about 22/12/10
That day was called Dong Zhi in the chinese calender~
So its like we are suppose to eat Tang Yuan to show that we have grown older by 1 year..
So my mum asked me to eat the Tang Yuan...
Then i told my mum," Can i don't eat the Tang Yuan??"
My mum said " it's to show you that you have grow up by 1 year"
So i replied " i never eat also will grow up by 1 year mah...makes no difference right?
Unless you tell me don't eat Tang Yuan will not grow up ..
And if thats the case, I sure every year don't eat Tang Yuan!!
Cause i don't wanna grow up!!!!"
Then my mum stand there laugh laugh laugh >.<
But seriously,
I don't want to grow up anymore!
I don't want to be in the age range of 20s and above...
The more im closer to age 20,
The more im afraid...
I just want to stay 18 like forever!!
I don't want to be like an busy adult...
I want to be a carefree student...
Just have to worry about studies and nothing else..
Adults just have too many things to worry about~
Jobs,money,tax,bills....etc etc etc
All they do is to work day and night to ensure they have enough money~
When they get married,
WORST!
Just care about work, money and neglect their children...
Thats quiet...
Carefree life...
Close to nature~
But i guess its not going to happen...
You cant do anything without money afterall....
T.T
Friday, December 17, 2010
Well..
Had arguments with my mum today...
I just don't know what she wants from me..
I did what she told me to do..
But i just don't know what shes angry with...
I just don't like how she transfer her angry towards my bro, to me!
Shes always like that...
When she is unhappy for certain result...
I'm always targeted for her to vent all her anger..
Its just so unfair!
Everytime she would ask me to find better parents if i think my mum and dad is not that good..
I wanted to reply her so much...
Replying that if she thinks im not a good daughter,
Why not acknowledge someone better than me to be her daughter?
I'm very tired seriously...
I wasn't given a choice of whether i wanna to be born to this world or not?
Whether i wanna to be born to this family or not?
Seriously..
If given a choice..
I would rather not come to this world...
Busy life in this world..
When young..
Busy studying...
Trying to archive best results...
For your parents to show off...
If not you will be given pressure...
Monday to Sunday,learn this learn that..
Tuition this tuition that...
Then get into a good position..
And you will be busy working all day long...
Just to earn money and to satisfy unlimited wants of luxury...
I Don't Wanna Live A Life Like This!!!!
Seriously.. I DON"T WANNA!!!
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Been busy lately!
Thus the slow update of blog!
Was busying worrying about common test coming and stuffs..
Was getting real emo for worrying about common test..
I actually cried on a particular Sunday night..
But after that, i find it stupid..
Because i was feeling guilty of not studying cause of common test coming..
But yet, i didn't do anything to change the facts..
Instead i just cry..
Which doesn't solve anything too..
STUPID
Know how to self reflect yet doing nothing to change it..
Well today was the first paper..
Was quite okay..
Manage to balance my answer..
But it seems like my balancing amount is wrong..
Well i think im able to pass atleast!
Not giving high hope of getting good results though..
One down, THREE MORE TO GO!!
Hope i will survive...
Sx: i agree with you that promises made when they are attached are usually made to be broken..
Because once they broke off with each other...the promises they made will be gone too..
They will completely forget about the promises they made..IT WILL NEVER EVER COME TRUE!