Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Don't Understand
9:56 PM
I don't understand at all...
Why is it everytime i went out and come back..
I feel so damn emo...
Is it because while in the cinema i felt so cold...
And hope that "you" will be there to hug me, hold my hands to keep me warm..
Is it because the journey home is always lonely..
And hope "you" are just beside me, accompanying me..
Is it because when im tired and need someone to lean on..
And hope "you" will be there to lend me your shoulder...
But...
All the "you" don't exist at all..
Its just my wishful thinking after all..
"YOU" don't exist at all...
I'm always alone..
Doing things alone,
Walking alone,
Going home alone...
Used to being alone..
But i hate it..
Thats when i started thinking about "you" to be exist and be there..
But its never gonna work nor come true...
"You" only exist in my dream world..
That's all...
That is all...