Monday, March 7, 2011
Knowing myself.
9:03 PM
After 19yrs of my life...
I finally know abit about myself...
Im so different in cyber and real world..
I can chat alot by typing in the cyber world...
But when im in reality..
I dont speak much...
Nor chat much....
I guess im more "myself" when im with friends that i knew for a long time..
So when i meet up cyber friends...
I dont really chat...
So they will be like why are you so opposite frm the cyber "you" ?
Well thats just me...
I dont know how to present myself confidently infront of friends that i know not long...
Then this one friend told me...
So your the type with low self-esteem...
And without thinking i just replied yea, i am...
After replying then i realise...
So i was aware all this while...
Just that i didn't say it to myself?
And i laughed at myself...
Thinking that " Ha, i have low self- esteem.."
So i finally "discovered" that im a person with low self-esteem....
I think i still got plenty of stuff to know what kind of person i am...