Thursday, February 17, 2011
Focus
8:10 PM
I really should be focusing on my studies..
I felt that this sem...
I haven't been focusing much...
Never did really understand the lecture...
I'm kind of scare of end of sem exam now...
Its getting closer and closer...
But i haven't started studying...
When i finally wanted to...
I'm down with sickness...
Fever, cough, flu and sore throat...
When I finally recovered...
I couldn't focus....
Keep thinking...
Surfing the net...
Chatting...
Playing...
I have time now to do stupid reflections...
But i aren't doing anything to my studies...
How stupid can i get?
I just don't understand myself...
How do i change myself??
HOW DO I CHANGE!!!
I DON'T WANNA BE THIS ME!!!!
I WANT TO BE THE HARDWORKING GIRL I USED TO BE..............
I.....
I just wanna focus and get good result.....
:((((((((