Thursday, January 13, 2011
Emo day.
4:42 PM
Yesterday was such a emo day for me...
Ended sch at 8pm...
Raining...
My friend shared an umbrella with her bf..
While im alone...
So while walking...
I got the stupid damn lonely feeling...
Trying to overcome that feeling for so long..
Yesterday finally cannot overcome it anymore..
Keep thinking if there was someone there sharing umbrella with me...
Standing under the same umbrella...
Kind of sweet even though you are getting wet..
But sigh... never gonna happen anyway..
I boarded the bus...
And the journey home i kept staring out the window...
And somehow the tears keep rolling down...
I don't know why...
I just cant control it...
Just got that super emptiness feeling...
That emptiness is where even friends cant fill it up for you...
Only that special one will be able to...
Cried until tears finally stopped rolling down...
Reached home and keep thinking how silly i was...
So I washed up and went to sleep...
