Friday, September 24, 2010
Forget
11:03 AM
3 Days make a huge difference..
One moment we were still smsing,chatting with each other..
The next moment we totally ignore each other...
I just stop hoping already..
Because i realize,
The more i hope for something,
The more pain i get each time..
You never really meant it when you said those things..
I know it but still i wish it was real..
And of course the more pain i get too..
I know you wouldn't care or give a damn..
But still i can't control..
Urge to initiate chats..
But i know you wouldn't reply anyway..
And yesterday i resist myself from doing it..
Deleted my inbox, saved messages and the fake hopes you gave me...
I know all this gonna come..
Its just whether its sooner or later..
But yet..
I couldn't stop myself from crying..
Tears accompanying me to sleep almost every night..
Trying to sleep early but yet end up thinking and thinking..
Today the 4th day..
I am going to forget all about and start afresh..
Start afresh when im not in too deep yet..
I am gonna kick you out of my life, brain, heart and everything...
I SWEAR...
Faith doesn't exist anymore...
I am just foolish enough..
