Thursday, July 29, 2010
Hate This Feeling
5:36 PM
I was damn sad today..
In the morning i saw 'someone' posted this on twitter,'someone said"A friend whom u can clique tgt with may not be a friend whom u can work well with." '
I guess It was this 'someone' told another 'someone' and posted it to twitter..
I think its obviously talking about me..
Guess it was due to some incident that happened..
And in the group project I practically did nothing..
I just gave a few points and another friend helped to me to write to about 2 pages..
I was giving them the impression that I attitude them..
I SWEAR I didn't but cant change anything now..
So okay i wanted to do the ppt to repay or something but they did already..
I was feeling damn GUILTY! and i guess they started to dislike me as a group mate..
For another project, they asked who can print out the ppt.. i said mine ran out of ink and another group mate says too..
Both of them gave me the impression that I was bluffing them from their chats..
It really ran out of ink!
I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING!
If they are talking about me, why can't they just tell me in the face!
I don't like people backstabbing me! Just say it in front of me! I can take it!
Felt damn sad !
I can feel that they are starting to outcast me..
I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN!WISH THEY COULD TRUST ME BACK AS THEIR GROUP MATE AND AS A FRIEND!
